Leaving is like throwing a grenade in your own life. And we may have had this fear gnawing away at us that someone was wrong a long time ago, but it's hard to be the one that lights the fuse that blows up your own life. Hello, everyone, this is Matthew Hussey from love life. International dating and confidence coach Matthew Hussey is here. Hi, Matthew. On some level it can feel like I'm having to blow up my own life for the hope of a better life. So it's terrifying because it's like jumping off a cliff without a parachute. I don't know if a better life is coming. I don't know if I'm gonna be alone forever and never find anyone again.

Is love enough?

It's definitely not.

Wow.

And I have something I want to say on that as well because there's something very, very important that's in the book that will change the way people think about that love for you yourself forever.

Go ahead and share now. Welcome back, everyone, to the school of greatness. Very excited about our guest. It's my good friend Matthew Huss. He was in the house. Good to see you, brother.

Good to see you, man.

I'm excited about the book that you have coming out right now called love life. How to raise your standards, find your person and live happily no matter what. And the thing I want to ask you first is about breakups because I've been through a number of breakups in my life and they're always painful. And they're painful even though I know the person wasn't the right person for me. And I feel like there's a lot of women who stay in relationships too long knowing, and you hear this all the time. I was walking down the aisle knowing that this wasn't the right man for me or on my honeymoon, I knew it was wrong. Or when they asked me to marry him and I said yes, something was off inside of me and I just knew it wasn't the right thing. But I went through with it anyways because he was a good guy or I liked his family or whatever it might be. And then they stay in a relationship too long and eventually get into a breakup for whatever reason and the breakup is painful. Why is it painful when we go through a breakup even when we know the person wasn't the right person for us?

Wow. Well, I think in a sense there's two types of breakups where someone is wrong for us. There's the kind where we don't know that they're wrong for us and we've told ourselves they are the one and then they break up with us. Because normally, if we haven't told ourselves someone is wrong, then we're just hanging on for dear life, wanting to keep them. But if they break up with us, it's like, in a sense, there's an extra pain of, we have to even get to the realization that they were wrong for us, which takes some time, because when someone breaks up with us, our ego kicks in and tells us it's because you're not good enough. It's because you're not worthy. It's because. And if you were just more, if you just did better, if you just didn't make that mistake, if you just weren't so high maintenance in this way, you would have been able to hold on to this person. And because you're not sexy enough, cool enough, successful enough, interesting enough, whatever we thin enough, young enough, whatever, you couldn't hold on to this person. And it often takes us time to realize this wasn't the right person for me.

Some people, by the way, who are watching this still haven't gotten it. It was years since that person broke up with them and they're still telling themselves a story that that person was the right person.

That's, that's agonizing.

Yes, because it's. You don't, you don't get to ever kind of reach the other side of the grief. When you tell yourself that you're in chronic grief, instead of the acute grief of break up, grieving the end of the relationship, grieving the future you thought you'd have, feeling the disappointment of it all and then moving on to create a new and better story. Instead, you're in the chronic grief of continuing to tell yourself a story that your right person is, is they, they're still out there. They just don't want to be with you anymore.

Oh, man.

Then there's what you're talking about.

And they might be with someone else.

And they're with someone else. And, and so we, we experience that grief a thousand times. You experience it the moment you realize they're with someone else. You experienced it the moment they propose to that person. You realize that you experience it again the moment they have a child. You know, you're like, you're experiencing the grief over and over and over again. The, the kind you're talking about where you know while you're in it that it's the wrong relationship. I think that the heartbreak there is that the, so much of it relates to the fear and the disappointment of, oh, my God, I'm. I'm back on my own again. And that fear of uprooting our life again, of changing our. Well, firstly, if someone has gone as far as marrying a person or you've just been enmeshed with someone for many years, you don't even have to be married. You could, but your lives could be so intertwined at this point that leaving is like throwing a grenade in your own life.

Yeah. Friends, family, maybe you live together, maybe there's, you know, all these other things.

You'Ve been intertwining and the identity, you know, that was my identity, that relationship, that was my life. That was my life as I knew it. It was my life as my community, the people around me knew it. So I now have to sort of recreate my life and build from the ground up again. It can feel like for so many people, of course, you add marriage into it, and often there's financial implications and there's, you know, sometimes there's children and there are so many layers of complication. And we may have decided, we may have had this fear gnawing away at us that someone was wrong a long time ago, but it's hard to be the one that lights the fuse that blows up your own life. And. And it's easier when someone breaks up with us in many ways, because at least we feel like we're on the receiving end. I didn't have a choice. But when. But you're having to.

But I'm not good enough. If they broke up with me, then.

I have that to deal with. Like, I don't feel good enough. But at least. At least they pulled the trigger. But to be the one. You know, it's funny in boxing a lot of the time, and you know this, when you spar with someone, once you get hit and you get hit hard, it's almost easier to then retaliate. But it's hard to be the one to throw the first big punch. Yeah, it's like, you know, and when you're the one breaking up with someone because you know they're wrong, it's hard to be like, if I just kept going with this, it would just continue for another five years, and they're not.

Going to break up with me.

They're not going to break up with me. So it would stay comfortable or it would stay. But if I'm breaking up with them, I'm the one who has to detonate. I'm the one who has to throw the punch. And that's the, that's the hard part is we have to. On some level, it can feel like I'm having to blow up my own life for the hope of a better life, which hasn't materialized yet. So it's terrifying because it's like jumping off a cliff without parachute. I don't know if a better life is coming. I don't know if I'm going to be alone forever and never find anyone again. Is life going to punish me for letting go of this in the form of never serving me up another great relationship or another relationship, period? You know, am I some people? Is, am I too old now to find another person? Am I going to go out there and find that I'm invisible? Has my window passed? Then you throw into it biology, you know, am I going to meet someone in time to have children? Because I know I really want to have children. And is that going to.

Am I taking that possibility off the table for me, by leaving this relationship? There's so many layers of complication that the heartbreak is, is so complex. It's fear, it's grief, it's disappointment, it's the anxiety of your dreams never coming true. Now, as a result of leaving this relationship, it's all really, really hard.

Oh, man. The quote in your book that you mentioned, you have to be willing to light the fuse that blows up your own life. And you say, if you stay where you are, you will never be happy and you will never be at peace. And I'm assuming you're speaking around if you're staying in a relationship that is not working or that's not the right fit for you, if you stay where you are, you'll never be happy and you'll never be at peace.

And certainly one that's, you know, this abusive or one that's narcissistic, one where you have believed it's going to change for so long and there's been no evidence for the fact that the relationship is going to change.

Yes.

You've tried everything. You've, you've brought, you know, vulnerability to it. You've brought standards to it. You've, you know, got changed. What you give that person, you've done so much to try to make this relationship into a great one or a peaceful one or just one that doesn't harm you and it never works and there's never change. There is a certain point where you have to say to yourself how many times these are questions worth us all asking in life, is how many times does something not have to work for me to decide it's not going to work. And your answer to that question will dictate how much of your life you will throw into a situation.

Yeah, because you can justify, well, it wasn't that bad, or my friend's partner is worse than my partner. You compare yourself to other relationships, you'll do these things to justify, and you're like, well, I don't want to be so strict where they have to be perfect, because I'm not perfect, but I don't want to be too flexible that I get walked on all the time. So it's like a dance of figuring out. And it's almost like if you have to say, how many more times am I going to put up with this until I get out. It's almost like when you say that that's the time to get out because you're not going to change the person in front of you. They're not going to change overnight unless they choose to change. From my understanding, you can't force them to change.

Well, someone has to be a lot for change to happen. A lot has to happen. You know, like, change is very, very hard. We both operate in a space that's predicated on the idea that people can change. So if we didn't start by believing that we're in trouble, you and I shouldn't have a job.

Yes.

So we start from that foundation that you and I must both believe that people can change. Otherwise, why make a podcast?

Right?

But we also then have to get very sober about how hard change is.

And what needs to happen in order for someone to want to change.

Well, look at what has to happen for us to change, even when we want to. Every year on January 1, most of the world, whether they articulate it or not, make some kind of promise to themselves about something they want to do differently. We call it a resolution, or I'm going to ingrain this new habit, or I'm going to make a change this year. Or someone, whether spelling out or just on stunt level, feels this, I want to do something different. And if only the wanting it to be different made it different, it doesn't. There's still so much. All our work is ahead of us after that. And anyone who's ever been to therapy knows that. You set foot in the door because you want something to change, right? You show up because you want something to be different. And then you get there and you realize there's an awful lot of self awareness around what needs to change, for it to be different, that you need to gain. And then past that, you need the discipline to go out there and actually do the uncomfortable thing over and over and over again until it starts to become something that starts to become more natural to you, or at the very least, just something that's you're a little bit less uncomfortable with.

That's how hard it is. If I've got a habit or something that's hurting me on my life, I might be aware of it, but now I have to actually do the uncomfortable thing and do something different to what I normally do. And that takes time and effort and energy, and even then, I might only change it by five or 10%. But that five or 10%, luckily, is often enough to set us on a different enough trajectory in our life that we can get new results.

Absolutely.

And that's a wonderful thing. We don't go to therapy and get a personality transplant. We might get put on a 5%, 10% different trajectory. And over time, that creates a very different life.

Absolutely.

So let's look at that in the context of a relationship with someone who's behaving in a way you're not happy with. Even if they want to change, which is a big leap in the first place, do they want to change, or are they just annoyed that you're annoyed? Are they just frustrated that you're frustrated? Because that's not the same as them wanting to change. That's just them wanting you to stop being so frustrated, or in their case, all the time. Right? So that's not them wanting to change. Them wanting to change is them recognizing that there's something about this in themselves that they don't like, that they want to address, or that they care about you so much that they don't. They want to bring you something different, and that's motivation enough for them to make a change, a big leap. Then after that, they've got to learn how to change, and then they've got to have the discipline to go forward and make those changes. And even if they did all of that, which, if someone's having this conversation with me, if someone's having this conversation with me, it normally means that that person's not doing any of those things, right, because we're still.

We're still struggling so much because our partner isn't saying any of those things. But even if they were, the changes might be five to 10%. They're not going to be a personality transplant. And a lot of people who come to me in really unhappy or very toxic, painful, abusive, or narcissistic relationships are in a place where their partner would need a personality transplant. For them to be happy, and then.

They still may not be happy. This. I saw this video last week. I can't remember the exact name of this Instagram account. I think it's called stories from strangers. And this guy made a video where he had people write in stories about their life regrets. And he read an anonymous note from, like, this little bull. And the note said, I regret getting a nose job for my husband or partner, who kept telling me he wanted me to change my nose.

Wow.

Getting a nose job. And then two weeks later, him breaking up with me.

Oh, my God.

And regretting changing myself to try to make someone else happy was never going to be happy with me, no matter what changes I made. And I thought to myself, that is, and now having to look myself in the mirror and be happy with who the person I am for those changes. So my question for you is, if someone is asking you to change in a relationship, in a committed relationship, and you change for them, is that real love?

Hmm?

Doing it for someone else so that they can be happy? Or is it a lack of self love and saying, actually, that's not something I want to do right now, and I want to accept who I am in this moment. My personality or my habits or my mannerisms or whatever it is that they want to change. And I'm willing to walk away if that doesn't work for you.

That's a really difficult question.

And I get context and what it is and what the requests are. I get it, I suppose. But if someone's never happy with you and they want you to change something about you, I mean, maybe it's for the good. Like, maybe you're overweight a lot and you getting in shape would actually be healthier and would make things better and you'd have more energy or whatever it might be. I get it. But it should be your partner wanting you to make the change. Or should the person be saying, you know what? I want to keep evolving and growing as a part of my value system in life and in our relationship, and that's why I'm going to keep growing.

Yeah.

You know, is it love if you change for someone else?

It's a big question. Look, I think, firstly, people alert us to things that we. That we discover we want to change about ourselves all the time. How many of the things that we realize about ourself we realize because of how that habit, that behavior is experienced in relation to other people. So enough people in your family tell you that there is something, a way that you are that is affecting them. And that mirror, you know, assuming they come to you in healthy ways or that they point things out in a loving or compassionate way. But that mirror is a wake up call for you about a way that you are affecting people, how your behavior is hurting people, that, you know, we come, we learn about ourselves in those ways all the time in life. So to that extent, it's a. In some ways, it's a loving thing for someone around you to trust you enough or to trust the relationship enough to feel like they can be honest.

With you, give you some feedback.

Yeah. Because I, when I think of the most brittle relationships or what defines a brittle relationship or one where there is that doesn't have that foundation of safety and trust and love, I think of a relationship where people aren't honest with each other about the things they're unhappy about because they're too afraid that the relationship can't sustain it. I've been in relationships where I was so busy trying to hold on to someone and worried that I wasn't going to be able to hold on to them, really, that I wasn't honest about what I was unhappy with about that person.

Because you didn't want to rock the boat or make.

Yeah, I was afraid I was going to be seen as difficult or high maintenance or that it, you know, it was, it was going to be one too many things for me to ask that person. And, you know, I didn't value myself enough in the relationship to be honest with someone about how something was affecting me. And. And so I think that it's a. It's an act of love for someone to even feel safe enough in a relationship to be able to tell us something like that, that they may wish to be different or that may. Is maybe is hurting them. I think that how we receive that and what we do about that is also an act of love. Now, the question is, how fundamental is the thing they're asking us to change? And is it possible for us to change it? Does it, you know, does it force us to just shift away from who we actually are? And that gets into all sorts of interesting territory. Right? Because if, let's say you're a narcissist and someone comes to you and says, like, this pathological lying that you're doing is really affecting me, or the fact that you never gaslight me or the fact that you never involve me in any major decisions and that you make every decision unilaterally for our lives, or, you know, the fact that you never consider me or I really, these things need to change.

You know, could that person argue, I wouldn't be loving myself if I made all these changes? You know, you could take it to that extreme and you'd say, well, that's a fine argument for the narcissist to make, is that you're not accepting me for me. This is who I am. I wouldn't be loving myself if I change these things for you, that's fine. But then you don't. You no longer deserve this person's company. You know, this person's not this. You're not entitled to this person constantly being abused by you or constantly accepting that their reality is distorted by being with you or, you know, it's not. They don't have to put up with it, them loving them. You. If your definition of loving yourself is that you get to stay all of these abusive ways, well, their definition of loving themselves might be to get out of the way of you. So, you know, I do think that we have to partly, we have to say, what kind of person do I need to be in order to attract the kind of person I want to be with if I want to be with a very kind and generous person?

Well, what's the level of kindness or generosity on my part that is necessary for me to be able to keep that company? And in some ways, it could be. I'm only thinking about this in real time, but it could be the wrong question to say, is it loving myself to be this for somebody else? It might be that I have to go, what kind of love do I want to attract my life? Because me loving myself is me giving myself the gift of that kind of love.

Right?

But what do I need to be or represent? What behavior do I need to. To model in order to attract that kind of love? That is the kind of love that if I received, it would be an act of love for me to receive. Do you know what I mean? I hope I'm not getting too abstract with that, but it's like, no, it makes sense.

Yeah. And I guess it transitions into another thing that we're talking about right now, which is kind of setting a standard for what you want in a relationship, and you're becoming that standard as well. And you hear a lot of women talk about, you know, they've got a list of all the qualities they want in a potential partner, right. If they're a single woman, I've got this list, and I know exactly what I want and I want, which essentially sounds like a high value man. They've got to be funny. They've got to be kind. They've got to have money. They've got to be healthy. All these different things. And I hear this a lot from women creating a list and wanting high value men. He can provide and he's generous and he's kind, and he loves dogs or whatever it is. It's like this standard of a type of a relationship they want from a man. My question for you around this set of standards and high value in a relationship, this is a two part question. What would you say are three positive signs that you're on a date with a potential high value person?

And part two of this, if you feel like they are out of your league or they are more high value than you, what happens if you get in a relationship with someone that you feel like is out of your league?

Let me start with the first part.

Making it easy for you. Just throw the layups.

I love doing interviews with you, man. You always have these really interesting, like, questions.

I feel like this is what women specifically need to hear right now is what you're gonna say. So no pressure.

But why is that? I'm just curious because I feel like.

What I hear, a lot of women who are single have this standard. They have a list they have in their mentally, or they have written down in their journal or their diary or whatever it is. They have a list and they share it with girlfriends.

Right?

I've seen these lists they've ever told me or whatever it might be, and I'm like, well, you're not 100% of all these things yet. Maybe you can be. Maybe you're developing into that.

Great.

But I see you have a standard of what you want. Awesome. And I've heard you talk about this before, like, make a list of everything you want, then become that list, and you'll be able to be a mirror of that standard in a relationship and working on each other with each other as you grow in the relationship. No one's going to be perfect, but you're going to be developing yourselves over time as part of your standards. So what is, what are three positive signs that you are sitting in front of a high value person, and if you are not ready for that person and you don't feel like you're qualified and you don't have the same level of values that they do, what will happen if you get into a relationship together and you're not ready for it?

So I would say it's not for me to decide for anyone else. What is their version of a. Let's say a high value person. I think what everyone has to do is get really in touch with what is actually going to make them happy. In the same way that we live in a very memetic world career wise, where Instagram will serve you up. All this imagery, all these ideas around what a successful person is. And if you're someone building a business, you have to be really clear with yourself on what a successful business is to you, because there's going to be someone who's, you know, you follow, who's trying to build an empire, and everything they do is about empire building. But. But maybe that's wrong for you. Like, maybe what you want is enough to live the kind of life that you want to live, to be able to do work that you really enjoy, and then to maintain that. And that for you, knowing when to stop is going to be crucial to your happiness. Whereas for this person, they're on a whole other mission with what they're doing and the scale they're trying to build.

You could say, who's to say the high value business is the one that's building the empire versus the one that's figured out a really great life for this couple over here or this person in their family? I think the value part is completely and utterly subjective. How many people do you and I know who have giant businesses miserable? And they're, you know, like, I'm in a stage right now where not to say we have a giant business, but where we're at, it's like, oh, there's. There's something I need to figure out here, because too much complexity and I feel there's a, you know, we're on the wrong side of the burnout balance equation, and I need to figure that out. So, like, right now, I might. Someone might be looking at me going, that's a really high value operation. But I'm looking at it going, this is something off here in terms of what I define as value in this point in my life, which is peace, sustainability, the ability to keep doing it for a long time, the ability to do it enjoyably every day. I don't want to be as big as possible.

I want to do it in a way that I really enjoy. And so dating and finding love is the same. We have a world that is telling us what to value and what a high value man or a high value woman looks like. And we need to get back in touch with what high value is to us. What's the kind of love that is in line with what I value, with what I care about? Because so many people. The lists that people do have, whether they're literal lists or they're just in their mind, is that so much of what's on that list is about ego. It's not about what makes us happy. You know, ego is, does this person fit the bill for what I'm looking for?

Are they gonna make me look good with my friends or family or.

Yeah. There's a great. I wanna. I wanna read this because there's a great. There's a great moment in the book about this that is really, really powerful in terms of the ways that people, I think, get the lists wrong in life. Yeah. So have you ever seen the movie up in the air? Like George Clooney? Yes.

Flying one. The flying one. He's constantly flying.

Yeah, exactly.

He's on a planet.

Anna Kendrick. I think it's Anna Kendrick. But there's a conversation between Anna Kendrick and a woman who's, I don't know, 1015 years older than her, maybe even a bit more, where she's. Anna Kendrick is. Is basically giving off her list of what she wants in a man. In a man. Yeah. And she's heartbroken at the time that she says this. Like, truly heartbroken, because this guy has broken up with her and he was everything that she wanted. And she says he really fit the bill. You know, white collar, six foot one, college grad, loves dogs, likes funny movies, brown hair, kind eyes, works in finance, but is outdoorsy. I always imagined he'd have a single syllable name like Matt or John or Dave. In a perfect world, he drives a four runner. And the only thing he loves more than me is his golden lap and a nice smile. There's nothing. There's nothing in that description about how this person makes her feel about actual, like, great values that this person has. It's a. It's like a casting call.

Right.

List. And it's extraordinary to me how many times people, when they're describing, when someone says to me, I'm really struggling to get over this person, I say, well, what was it about them? You would be shocked when people say what it was, how little it often has to do with how this person treated them.

Really?

How.

No, what do they. What do they say? Usually it's about more like he. Oh, it was how they showed up on paper.

How they. Yeah. Like, they were this. They were like, basically they described their eligibility and this. And also. But it could also be they're funny and they're just so, like, you know, I don't know. I just, you know, they could say, we had such a great time together when we were together, or we had this amazing connection, or. But they'll often describe how impressive the person is. And what they don't say is, they were so good to me, or they showed up so consistently in my life, or they really saw me, or I really felt like I could be everything. Like, I could be exactly myself with this person.

That's big.

You know, it's so rarely those things that get described about missing someone. It's about. Yeah, it's more about idolizing that person, or it's about, like, worshiping how great that person was, but it's not about how great that person was for them.

How they made them feel.

Yeah.

What I heard you say was consistently. Because some people might say, well, we had amazing times, and he made me feel so good. But was it consistent? Maybe it was good. Every other week I had someone ask.

Me recently, I had Matt. What do you do when you have an epic connection with someone on a date and then they ghost you afterwards? And I'm like, what do you mean? Like, you know, I get it. We can go on a date and have this incredible moment with someone. We can have an incredible time with someone. But what is that? What value is that? If it doesn't continue, it's literally worthless. If it doesn't continue. If what you want is a relationship and a connection doesn't turn into a relationship, then by your standards of what you value, which is a relationship, it's worthless. It means nothing. It doesn't. A relationship, by definition, continues.

What if someone listening or watching is saying, well, that. That sounds great, but I don't want to. That was an amazing day or weekend that I had with this person, and I don't want to go to some boring relationship where we don't have this connection.

Yeah, we.

So I don't want to lose that opportunity of, like, finding someone who can recreate that feeling for me consistently. Is that even a vision? We should be thinking about these explosive weekends or one night that was, like, magical moments. Is that real life consistently?

Well, I think you can't. Firstly, you can't. You've run a marathon. I haven't.

It's hard, man. It is hard. Almost broke me.

When you run a marathon, did you get upset about your pace compared to when you've run 100 meters sprint?

No.

No, because they're different races.

Yes.

Like, they're completely different things. You can't compare the endurance energy and the muscles that are necessary to run. How many miles is a marathon 2026.226.2 to run 26.2 miles compared to the fast twitch muscle required to run 100 meters sprint.

That's true.

They're very different things. And a lot of the time, we compare someone that we have a healthy situation with to the peak of what you might have felt on what is the equivalent of a vacation? Romance, right where the most exciting thing, the excitement was in part generated by the fact that you were leaving. So how does someone replicate that situation? It's the same way when someone's awesome for three months and then they disappear, and the idea of the relationship is like this insect frozen in ember. That doesn't. It always is frozen in time as the peak of that experience instead of what it might have been in year three or year 30, which would have been a very different thing. So we have to be very careful about how we. I always say, don't comparison shop for chemistry. Like, you can't. You can't draw these unfair comparisons, even, like, there are relationships, people, where people say to me, I just want the kind of chemistry I had in my last relationship. And then when they talk about their last relationship, what's very evident is that they never really feel like they had the person.

So they're always, like, anxious, even in the relationship. They're always, like, almost like, chasing, always feeling like I'm just trying to secure the person. They're technically they're with them, but they're always feeling like they haven't quite made the sale. And if you feel like that, then in a way that the chemistry of early dating never dies because it's more anxious energy than it is chemistry unknown. Your brain is being hijacked by this chase all the time. And anytime you have sex with them, of course it feels amazing because you're like, just a feeling of, I have them for a moment and they're mine, and I feel good right now, but then you feel anxious again because the next day they don't call you all day or they don't call you for three days or whatever, it's like you're constantly in that tension. So when someone comes along and they're loving you in a healthy way and they make you feel accepted and at home for who you are, and you could be vulnerable, and they're still there the next day, and they are very clear that they would like to see you this weekend. And when you experience that and you go, I just.

How do I experience the chemistry that I had with that really unsafe person, with a safe person? Like, it doesn't you're asking for two for a feeling to be reproduced in this situation where it doesn't get reproduced in that way. So this is what I mean by us. I'm not saying you can't have chemistry in a long term, healthy relationship. You could have amazing chemistry. You can have amazing attraction. I don't think people should sacrifice that. But what we call chemistry, we have to be really careful of measuring the chemistry of something that is, is more peaceful against something that was all about the spikes is a very dangerous thing to do.

I agree with that.

And this. Yeah.

To add into that, I think this is an interesting one. I was just having a conversation with a friend of mine a couple days ago who was talking about how he. He struggled in relationships in the past, and he was talking about he's trying to do things differently this time in the relationship he's in. And he said he had a state of the union conversation night with his. With his partner, and he was like, I started asking all these painful questions that were very scary for me to ask because we just moved in together. It's been over a year, year and a half now, and trying to get clear on where we're going in the future and values and vision and, you know, all these different things. And he goes, it was really painful, but it brought us closer together and it created more intimacy, and it's making me even more excited about the future.

That's great.

So I'm curious for you, because I feel like a lot of people are unwilling to ask painful questions early in the relationship out of fear of it not working out. So I'm curious, what are the painful questions or conversations we should be having with someone early in the relationship that may cause pain and discomfort now, but will not cause bigger problems in the future and will allow you to see if you're on the right path or not?

Well, I think, firstly, when things come up that are where alarm bells go off for you or where it just. It doesn't have to mean they're doing something that's explicitly wrong, but they might be doing. There might be something that makes you go, oh, this is not aligned with me. And you can't skip over those moments.

Don't dismiss those moments.

No. Be willing to open up a conversation about those things and see what happens when you open up a conversation about that thing. You know, I literally wrote an entire chapter in this book called have hard conversations, because having hard conversations is your life will get better in direct proportion to the number of hard conversations you are willing to have. And so when you see something you don't like, do you talk about it? There's elegant ways to talk about it. There's compassionate ways to talk about it. There's ways to talk about it, kind of with open palms, where you get someone to just talk about why they did that or where that came from or what that, you know what that is, use it to gain an understanding of them. But what you're really doing the whole time is you're trying to assess it. That thing I didn't like just then, is it indicative of a completely different value system than me? Or actually, when I learn more about it, do I realize, oh, we have the same value system. It just. It just comes out in a different way for you, in which case, that might be a positive thing.

How does having the conversation go in general? Do you learn in those. Because in those moments, you learn whether you can have a hard conversation with someone or a challenging conversation or an awkward conversation or a vulnerable conversation, you learn if you can even have them, and any great relationship is capable of, is robust enough to be able to have difficult conversations and come out stronger. So I think even just the ability to use certain situations as a chance to have an open conversation, if someone shames you, judges you, puts you down for having the conversation, tries to makes you feel like you're treading on eggshells. The next time you want to have a hard conversation that's not fun, then you're learning already that this relationship doesn't create space for these conversations to happen. And that's a relationship where you're going to be incredibly unhappy over time. So I think those are important moments to do it. So that's kind of a reactive version. Right. But the other time to do it is in almost being more proactive about knowing the things that you want for yourself down the line, knowing the values that are really important to you in a relationship and bringing those things up.

Like, how? What's your entry point for bringing something up? Like, I. A friend of mine I wrote about in the book, her name is Tanya. She had had a very, very busy career for a long time and was at a point in her life where she wanted a relationship. And she also knew she wanted a family, she wanted marriage, she wanted kids. And she got to the point where she just would be very not upfront with people about asking, like, do you want that with me? She would never do that.

But do you want to have kids? Do you want to be married?

Yeah, she would literally bring those things up proactively and say, you know, but she would almost start with herself. So she'd say, I'm really excited. You know, whenever they asked her a question about her love life, she'd say, I'm really, I'm in a place in my life where I've worked hard for a long time. I've put a lot of focus into my career. I feel like I'm ready now. Like, I get really excited about the idea of being married. I get excited about the idea of being a mom. There's something I really want for myself at some point. And by saying that, she wasn't saying I want it tomorrow, but by saying that, she was very clearly putting her cards on the table about what was important to her. She wasn't trying to play cool and indifferent and like, yeah, you know, just see what life throws at me. I don't.

Just, like fun.

Yeah. She's like, very clearly, like, this is something I'm excited about in my life. How about you? And then you're inviting someone to the conversation. You're doing it in a way where you're making it. It's a very positive thing. This is, you know, often we think of the things we want as our baggage. How do I bring up the fact that I want kids or that I want to get married or, like, I don't want to scare them.

I don't want to.

We come at it from this place of, like, it's. I'm fearful of putting my intentions on the table, but if you. What she did very well is she didn't make them her intentions for someone else. She made them her intentions for herself. She was just letting the person in on those intentions, and then she was asking what their intentions were for themselves. So in doing that, you're not making it about, like, we're on, you know, date four and having this conversation that's way ahead of where we are right now for ourselves, for each other. I mean, it was more, I'm the same way that I might, on a date, talk about how I'm excited to start this business in the next few years. Well, what's the difference between that and I'm excited to be married in the next few years or I'm excited to have a family in the next few years? Like, what's the difference? They're all just things. They're all goals of yours. They're all things you're excited about for your life. So why attach all this baggage to the one that, you know might one day involve someone else? It's because we ourselves, fear of getting rejected is getting involved and saying they're going to make, they're going to think that I'm putting pressure on them or whatever.

But actually, if we own it as our intentions and, and we own the fact that they haven't even, they're not even at the point where we could know that we, like, you're not at the point where I know I could want that with you right now.

Right, right.

There's a hundred more experiences we need to go through before I would ever know that you're the person that I want for that. So how could it be about you right now? This is about me, but I'm curious to know whether you know what it is you want in your life. Because if for you, you told me today, oh, I categorically never want to have kids.

Right.

And that's important to me. Then, hey, that's cool. I get it. Let's have a great dinner then.

See you later.

Yeah, yeah.

Have a good one.

Exactly.

It's so interesting you say this, because. Yeah, Martha did a really good job of being curious with her questions with me early on and not reacting or being like, I can't believe that's what you want right now.

Being neutral about it. Yeah.

Just kind of being, like, curious about, tell me about this and tell me about this and tell me about your past and all these things where she wasn't reactive in making me wrong or shameful for my life. Right. And she wasn't like, oh, that's really scary, or something like that. She was more curious and just paying attention and noticing. And there was about maybe a month and a half in of us dating. Maybe it was two months, I can't remember. We weren't officially committed yet, but we were dating and seeing, you know, having a hundred of those little moments, she said, hey, I want to ask you a question, with a pause. And I was like, okay, what is this? I've already told you this before. She was like, what are your priorities? She said, what are your priorities in life? I think every woman says this at some point to some guy they're dating. What are your priorities? And I got sad in that moment. I got sad because for the first time, I was like, man, I really like her. And I feel like we're in harmony in a lot of areas. We're in alignment in a lot of areas.

But every time I've shared my priorities in previous relationships, there's always a negative reaction, there's always a pain, an anger, an upset, something. So I was like, I'm really sad because. And I said this to her. I said, I'm gonna tell you the truth of my priorities, but I think this is the last conversation we might have. And I was really. I was really sad because I was like, dang it. I'm really enjoying my time with her, and I just don't know if she's willing to accept the priorities in my life right now. And she kind of got a little. She was like, what is it? She thought it was, like, gonna be some horrible thing or something, right? So I'm like, listen, I want to. This whole time I've known you, I've been 100% honest with you about everything, even stuff that's uncomfortable for me from my past or shameful things. And so my priority is to continue to be honest with you, but I just don't think you can handle what I'm about to tell you, and I don't think you're gonna accept it. And then she eventually was like, listen, trust me, I'll be able to handle it.

And I said, okay. No woman has ever handled my response to this question before, but it's nice knowing you. It's been nice knowing you. And I was really sad. I was really sad before I shared it. And I said, listen, my first priority in life, and this may change in the future, but this is where I'm at right now in this season of my life, my first priority is my health, because I want to be healthy. I want to make sure I'm taking care of my mental health, physical, spiritual health. So I need time every day to take care of that. And that's a number one priority. If I don't take care of health, I'm not going to have good energy. I'm not going to be as happy. I'm going to be cranky, and that's not the life I want to live. So that's the first priority for me. And I've told that to previous relationships. And every girl I was dating got mad at me for saying health as number one as opposed to them as number one, the relationship. And she didn't react right away, so I was like, okay, priority number two, you're not gonna like this.

Hold on. It gets worse.

Yes. Priority number two, you're not gonna like this. It's still not gonna be you. If we're in a relationship, priority number two is my vision, is my purpose in life, what I feel, you know, I don't know, the magic and the miracle of life and why we're here. I don't know the answer to, but I do know that there's some type of calling inside of me, some type of voice, some type of pull, telling me that I need to continue to grow, continue to develop, and to serve humanity in a specific way as my purpose for this season of life. And that requires a lot of time, a lot of energy and a lot of attention. And I know if I'm not taking care of my energy with that priority, I will be frustrated, cranky, grumpy. I feel like something's off inside of me because I'm pulling myself away from my purpose of this season of life. And that's priority number two. It's still not you. Or if we get together, it won't be you. Right? And she didn't react right away. She's just kind of like, okay, and what else? And I said, priority number three in my life right now is my, my intimate relationship.

You know, if that's with you or whatever it might be, it'll be creating a healthy, loving environment, a peaceful environment in a relationship so we can thrive together in a relationship. And those are my top three priorities. And I'm just kind of waiting for her to say, okay, see you later. But she goes, I love that, you know, that's really beautiful. And I've, and I've always wanted to meet a man who valued their health, valued their purpose and value the relationship. And I said, really? You're not going to run away? You're not afraid of that? She said, no. She goes, that makes sense to me. And it was in alignment with her as well. And I said, listen, the reason I'm saying this because if I'm extremely healthy and taken care of mentally, physically, spiritually, if I'm on purpose, on a daily, consistent basis, I'm going to be more alive, I'm going to have more energy, and you're going to feel like the number one priority. You will feel my love, my appreciation, my attention, my care, my thoughtfulness, my generosity a thousand fold than if I made you the number one priority. And I neglected health and I neglected purpose that would only last so long, where I could pour into you as my only priority, top priority.

And then everything else is secondary. And so you will feel like number one priority if you're in alignment with me, with these other two. And it was a beautiful experience because I thought the relationship was going to be over. But instead, that's when it started, when it was like, okay, I'm able to have a challenging conversation and share these things vulnerably the fear that you may not like what I'm about to say, and if I'm accepted with that, then it felt like it was just starting to begin with that challenging conversation. And I think a lot of us get afraid of opening up. We get afraid of talking about these things. Or even, like you said, like, you know, my intention is to have a family one day. It doesn't have to be with you starting next month, which that would scare me away if someone was like, I need this by next month. We need to make this happen. Oh, that doesn't work for me. We don't know each other. But I think having these uncomfortable conversations earlier on will create more freedom later in the future.

Do you think that with you, the more you have felt safe in your relationship, the more you felt like she really has your back and you feel like, you know, she's sort of anticipating your needs or the things know, like, she's really just an unbelievable. That teammate. Do you feel you would. Do you feel you would give that same answer today that you gave back then, or do you feel like back then, there was almost a instinctive, sort of protecting yourself from times where you didn't feel like the person you were with truly had your back, and therefore, because they didn't necessarily care about your health or your well being or the things that were important to you, you had to do all of the caring about the things that were important to you, and you saw projecting it out there. I can't trust you to have my back on these things because I've been through so much where it felt like I didn't. You know, if I didn't. If I didn't have my whole back on these things, I would get steamrolled.

Yeah.

But I'm curious if you feel like now almost still say that. Like, it feels as clear cut as that or you feel again.

I mean, if I'm thinking, like, 20 years in the future, right, or three years in the future, two years, 510 years in the future, and I'm thinking about, we have kids now, you know, it's a different season of life, all these different things. I still think my top three priorities would be my health, spiritual, physical, mental, you know, my connection to my health, and that's a spiritual connection to God and all these different things, because a lot of people say they put, you know, God is their first priority. I consider that as part of my first priority, like my connection, my spiritual connection, because if I don't have that physical, mental, emotional connection with self, I'm gonna be disconnected from others, and I'm not gonna have the energy to be present to others at the best level. So I feel like that's got to be priority number one. And I still think we all are here for a purpose. And if we are neglecting our purpose in the season of life that we have with that purpose as purpose may change, then we're neglecting the reason of our existence. And if we neglect that, we feel out of alignment.

We don't feel like something's off inside of me. I'm not doing or using my talents and the best abilities with where I'm at. So I feel like if I wasn't putting that as a high priority, I'd be feel off inside, and therefore I wouldn't be as good to other people. I want to be as valuable, present, caring, or generous, because I'd be frustrated with self. So that's why I think those two things would still be just as important, you know, two years, ten years from now. And then my intimate relationship would be. And again, it's not like it's less than. It doesn't get any energy or any attention. It's just like making sure this is at the forefront, and then that's on the forefront in the relationship. But because one and two are at a high level, again, it feels like number three is number one. It feels like the relationship is the top priority because I'm taking care of self and that relationship with my purpose at a high level. And it doesn't mean I'm perfect every day or I'm, you know, not frustrated at times or not, or I'm impatient or whatever it might be.

And that means, oh, something was off in one or two. I got to get back in alignment with those things. And the fact that she loves that. And she encourages me. Yeah, go work out. And she reminds me almost weekly, and she's really smart, the way she communicates with me, because she's just like, man, it's so attractive of how you care so deeply about your purpose. She's really smart in how she communicates. She goes, I love the way you just care about people so much and your mission and what you're creating with your team, because she'll see people come up to me and talk about the transformation or the experiences or the impact that we as a team have made on them. She's like, God, that's so inspiring that you have this purpose.

You feel seen.

I just feel like I can keep going and not feel bad for working hard. It doesn't mean I get to neglect the relationship or, like, give it no time. I'm still showing up fully in the relationship.

Well, that's the thing, right? In a sense, you had a hard conversation from your side, and the flip side of that is her looking at that and saying, I love this man. I respect this man. I want to support him. I want to support his dreams and the things that he wants to achieve in his life. But am I getting my needs met in this situation? And the hard conversation from her side, which is the part that often people fall down on. And I think what someone hearing that, what they might be afraid of in hearing all of that is they might hear a situation where they're, you know, they may have even been in a situation before with someone who just monopolized their energies, their intimacy, their love, their validation on their terms all the time in a way that worked for them, but that person felt like they lost themselves and they never got any of their needs met, or their needs were always secondary.

So 100%.

The other side of that is her being capable, which I know Martha and.

I know she is, but it's never needs also. But, I mean, you can ask her, and probably weekly or every other week at least, but almost weekly if not daily. I say, you know, what else can I do to support you today? You know, are you. Is there anything I can do to support you lately? What do you need from me? Like, I'm constantly checking in with her and asking her moments throughout days or weeks and saying, am I doing a good job for you? Like, what could I be doing better to make sure you feel more love seen and appreciated? I'll ask her these questions, and she'll tell me. And she's. I don't think she's ever been like, I need more of this from you. She doesn't say that. She goes, no, I feel seen. I feel loved. I feel appreciated. So it's not like I'm just neglecting her needs and never showing up for her, never creating intimate moments and times and never going on trips. I'm, like, always trying to create for her in the relationship as well. And I'm asking her, is there anything you need from me? What can I do to support you today?

How can I make you feel more loved and more seen? And I ask that constantly because I want to make sure she feels like she's a top priority. So I get it. If women are listening or watching, thinking, okay, if I have to accept a man that he's going to be working 60 to 80 hours a week, and then he's going to work out late at night with his friends, and then he's going to go do marathons on the weekends, Wednesday to have time for me. I get that. And so I think you got to understand, like, are they going to put you at a similar level of time, attention, and value in their priorities as well with the relationship, not only when they're courting you, but once they're with you long term and committed.

Yeah. You. The same way. Look, people can agree or disagree with what you've said, what you've demonstrated, and what you've said is an ability to be very honest with yourself and with another person about what you need.

And she may not want that.

Exactly. And this is really important for people to hear, because it's not. No one needs to hear that and go, that's, you know, that's what I would have to accept or that that's my dream person. Anyone. What we have to do is get really honest with ourselves. The hard. The real hard conversation is the one we have to have with ourselves where we say, what is it that I actually need in order for me to be happy?

Yes.

And. And I don't mean what do I need to. There's everything on my list, but what do I need at my core? What are the core needs that need to be met for me to be happy? And at a certain point, you may be dating someone who runs a business and is never around, and you may say to yourself, I love this person, but regardless of whether you love this person, you may be miserable.

Yes.

With this person. And you are. There's a certain point in life where you have, like, I. There's a. There's a, like, if me and Audrey were on completely different schedules all the time and we never saw each other, I would be unhappy.

Yeah.

And people have to get really honest. This is why in the book, I talk about four levels of importance in a relationship.

What are those levels?

The first one is admiration, which is just thinking someone's great, you have to.

Respect them or admire them or.

Yeah, but by the way, you could even just have admiration for, like, the person who works in the same building as you because you think they're hot. Like, it could be literally just like I'm admiring you.

Basic instincts.

Yeah, but it's not like, or you might like the qualities they have, but they don't necessarily recognize you, or they don't necessarily like you. They may not even know you exist.

Right.

So this first level, admiration, is not very important. The second level, is mutual attraction. And that's where you and this person like each other. There's chemistry, there's connection. You know, you have a great time together. Now, this is the most dangerous phase because it's the phase where people end up, like, spending years and years pining over someone who they find out doesn't want a relationship at the end of it. So just having mutual attraction with someone doesn't count for a lot if someone wants different things than you.

Yes.

Which is why the third level is really important. That's commitment. Commitment is, are we saying yes to each other? It's no good saying, I have the most epic connection with someone and they don't even want to be with me.

Right.

What is then the epic connection is worthless in the context of a relationship. So commitment level three and level four is compatibility. Commitment isn't enough. You need compatibility. Do we work together? Do we form a team that is a happy team? Do we want the same things? Do we have shared values? Do we want to live our lives in the same way? Do we look at our future and say that, like, are our visions for the future compatible? They may not be exactly the same, but can they work together? Can we navigate our differences in a positive and healthy way? Because you will have differences. You won't be compatible in every single department, but you can have compatibility in how much grace you give to each other or how much compassion you give to your differences or how much you can laugh at your differences. You know, Audrey's constantly laughing at me for, like, my quirks and my eccentricities, and she's not like that, but she finds them hilarious and she's like, that's just you. It's, can you, can you do that with each other? That's compatibility, too. You're different, but you manage the differences well.

They can even be a source of pleasure and joy and fun. And so that's compatibility. And a lot of people get really tripped up. In order to have a meaningful, lasting relationship, you need all four of those. You can't stop at mutual connection or mutual attraction, rather, because you need a commitment. You can't stop a commitment because you need compatibility. How many people watching this episode or listening to this episode have been in a relationship before where they had a commitment, but they were not compatible with this person? They were miserable.

Yeah.

So, so it's not enough to say, I love someone.

Is, is love enough?

Can you. It's definitely not. It's definitely not. It's, you can love. You can love by someone who treats you horribly. You know, it's not so.

Love's not all you need.

Love is absolutely not all you need.

British? Come on.

No, no. The Beatles. Well, look, it might be true in life world.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

But it's not true in. In intimate relationships.

Why is love not all you need in intimate relationships?

Because you can be with someone who has a completely different value system than you and be miserable. If this person lies to you every day, what does it matter that you keep saying you love them? This person's going to make you utterly miserable.

Right, right.

If someone gaslights you every day, or if someone's idea of, like, the way they want to spend their life is constantly traveling around the world, and you really want to be. You want to create a community where you live and be close to your family, and they just want to live a nomadic life for the rest of their life, then the. The love isn't gonna. You're not gonna magically be happy because you love someone. You're going to love them and be miserable. So what's the goal here? Is the goal your peace? Is the goal your happiness? If so, you have to start taking that as seriously as you take your love for the person. You can love a friend like that, but you can't. You can't do it with an intimate partner, because we expect too much from an intimate partner to be wildly incompatible with them and to still. To give our lives to a person that we're wildly incompatible with. Because if loving you is at odds with me, living a life of peace and happiness, then I can't choose love. In this case, in which I've got.

A couple final questions with you to follow up with that before I do, I want people to get the book love life, how to raise your standards, find your person, and live happily no matter what. Make sure you guys get this. A lot of great stories, lessons, frameworks for creating a love that you want not only with someone else, but ultimately with yourself, which is the most important thing, is having that standard with yourself.

And I have something I want to say on that as well before we wrap up, because there's something very, very important that's in the book that will change the way people think about that. Love for yourself forever.

Go ahead and share now.

Well, we were just talking about this idea that you shouldn't be in a relationship that makes you unhappy, right. Or that you shouldn't be with someone that doesn't meet your needs, that fundamentally robs you of your peace, or constantly makes you feel anxious. Constantly makes you feel like you're not good enough. And there's a very big reason why you shouldn't be in a situation like that. And there's a recipe for self love that will make sure you never are in a situation like that again. And it's not the recipe for self love that's being prescribed out there in so many different places that I see the self love concept makes me run away.

Okay.

Because it's so, it feels so muddied by sort of generic self help advice, and it gets constantly conflated with self care. And it. And it also just always feels a bit woo woo. Like, I don't know how to connect to it.

Yes.

I'm a very rational, logical person. I need a bulletproof way to connect to a concept, or I'm not going to use it. And whenever I heard anyone talking about self love, something about it felt somehow indulgent to me. It felt egotistical. It didn't. And, like, ego's the problem, right? Ego's the problem. In the first place, when I would ask audiences, why should you love yourself? Because if I said, should you love yourself? Is it important? Everyone would. Yeah, of course. Everyone agreed that was, like, important. But when I said, well, why should you love yourself? People were really struggled with the answer to that question. And I would then I would wait for an answer. I just sit there in silence with the audience. I did do this at my retreat every year for years. I would just sit in silence while the audience came up with an answer to why to love yourself? And eventually someone would say, well, because we deserve it. And I'd say, okay, but why do you deserve it? Like, let's explore that. Why do you deserve self love? Or why do you deserve love? Well, because I. I'm generous, because I'm ambitious, because I take care of my family, because I work really hard, because they would start reeling off these qualities and I'd be like, this is a problem because you're not those things every minute of the day.

So are you saying you don't deserve love when you're not those things? And people would suddenly realize why they hated themselves so much of the time because they were never living up to this thing, that they thought, if I'm these things, then I'm lovable. So anytime they said a mean thing, anytime they were selfish, anytime they didn't show up for their family, anytime they didn't work hard, they would suddenly go straight to, I'm detestable. I deserve contempt. So that didn't work. Not to mention even on your days where you are those things, there's always someone who's more of them. So if someone can walk into the room and they're more hardworking or they're more ambitious or they're kinder or they're more generous, do they deserve more self love than you deserve? That's a problem. So all of that model is equivalent to giving yourself love on the days where you get an a in life, but not on the days where you don't. And to me, I knew that was a way that I have beat myself up in a masochistic way my whole life, because by my standards, I'm never living up to what I think I need to live up to in order to be deserving of love.

I've never worked hard enough. As long as there's something on my to do list still, I go to bed thinking, oh, she didn't get that done. See? Couldn't get that done. Like, I would wake up every morning in deficit going, I need to earn my love today. You know? Like, no matter how hard I worked, it only counted up until midnight last night. And then I'd go to bed for 6 hours, wake up, and I go, right, you're in deficit again. Now you've got to earn that love again. That was how I lived my whole life. So for me, when I heard all these reasons why you should love yourself, I was like, this is exactly why I've found it hard to love myself. And I believe that's the same for everyone else, too. So we have to get away from that model. And I almost think of that model, almost like the romantic model, the way we fall in love with other people. I love someone else because they have all these great qualities and I want to get close to them. And the truth is, the closer we get to someone, the more their mystery evaporates and the more familiar we get with them.

And even in relationships with other people. What's the saying? Familiarity breeds contempt. So the closer we get to someone, the more we start to see their flaws and we forget about or take for granted all of the things they do really well. The more we start to feel like, ah, this person's not as great as I thought, or we get bored of them. And over time, a lot of long term relationships end because there's contempt. Right? Familiarity breeds contempt. Well, if familiarity breeds contempt, who would we have more contempt for than ourselves? We have spent every second with ourselves since the day we were born. If familiarity breeds contempt when it comes to ourselves, there's almost no room for anything else? So what I realize is, oh, this model, the romantic model for loving ourselves, is broken. We're not going to ever fall in love with ourselves the way that we easily fall in love with other people. We're going to need a more robust model. And I started looking around for other places that that model existed. So one of them was the parent child relationship, where with a parent and a child, if you ask a parent, why do you love your child?

A parent doesn't say, well, because they got an a in maths yesterday. And because, you know, have you, have you seen how hard they work at school? And, you know, they're, and they look so cute in that dress this morning. And they just, you ask, why? Why do you love your child? A parent will go, they're my child. They're mine. Well, what if you took that model and you used that as your model for self love? How do you use that as your model? Well, imagine that on day one, the first day of your life, you were given a human. Whether by God or nature or whatever you believe, it doesn't matter. This works for all belief systems. On day one, you have a human. You're lucky enough to get a human in the first place, right? Most of the sperm that have ever existed never turned into a human. So you got a human. Your job, your only job in your life is to take care of that human.

Yes.

You don't have any other job. Like you may take on lots of other jobs, friendships, marriage, a career. But the one job you always have, no matter what, is you have to take care of this human. Look after them, nurture them, support them, encourage them, stand up for them. Try to give this human the best life you can. When you look at life through that lens. And by the way, when you were growing up, someone else's job was to keep you alive. But what no one told you at 18 years old or whenever you decided to go out into the world is, hey, from now on, you have full custody of this human. So your job from now till the day you die is to give this human the best experience of it possible. Comparison with other people through that lens makes no sense. You can't exchange yourself for a different human. It's not like you get to 25 and someone goes, do you want to swap this human out for a different one? You don't get to do that. You just have this human. So it's no point worrying about what you don't have or what you feel insecure about or the way your body is or your face is or how good of a brain you have compared to other people, it's all irrelevant.

Your only job in this whole thing is to make the best of this human and to try to give them the best experience you can. When you think like that, anytime I'm burning myself out, I'm being horrible to myself. I'm speaking badly to myself. I'm not taking care of myself. I'm not taking care of my health. I'm working myself to the bone. I'll have moments where I catch myself and I'm like, matthew, you had one job. Where have you been? Imagine someone saying to you, why do you love yourself? And you saying, like a parent says about their child, what are you talking about? Because I'm mine. I'm my human. I don't need to come up with qualities that make me lovable. I love myself because it's my job. It's an approach. Love isn't a self. Love isn't a feeling. We have to get out of this mindset that loving myself is a feeling I have to feel. You don't have to love yourself as a feeling. You don't even have to like yourself to love yourself. Liking yourself can come later. Loving yourself starts today with the approach you take to taking care of your human.

And when you think like that, it changes everything. Because all of a sudden, that person we're talking about, that makes you miserable, you stop going, but I love them. And you start saying, this is a complete abdication of my responsibility to my human to continue to put my human around this person. What am I doing? I'm sleeping on the job. If someone is treating me poorly, or if someone doesn't value me, or if someone's constantly making me second guess my worth, or if someone keeps telling me they're not ready, they're not ready. They're not ready, or they're not sure.

About me, believe them.

Why am I putting my human around that person? That's not me taking care of my human. That's not me giving my human the best life I can give them. Why am I doing this to my human? So that idea that it's my job to take care of my human, it's not. I don't have to wake up this morning and go, I feel so in love with me. You don't have to feel that. You have to wake up and go, what does it look like for me today? What would I do today? What decisions would I make today if I was trying to give my human the best life I could give them that would change everything you do.

It's powerful man love life how to raise your standards, find your person and live happily no matter what. Make sure you guys get a copy right now. The book is out right now. If you're watching this or listening then go to your website, Matthew husky.com.

Actually, it's lovelifebook.com and the reason I'd say love life people can go to lovelifebook.com to get the book. And for anyone who what I said just resonated with you and it got you to think about your worth and the way you treat yourself, your relationship with yourself differently. I elaborate on that in a big way in the book. This book is designed to help you with the three relationships that dictate your quality of life, the relationship you have with other people, the relationship you have with yourself and your relationship with life itself. And it's all in there. And I always say epiphanies are great, but repetition is what actually makes the difference. And everything that I'm talking about and a lot more is in that book for you to repeat over and over again. And if you go to lovelifebook.com, you can not only get a copy of the book, but you'll get an exclusive ticket to an event that I'm doing on May 4 called find your person, which is really designed to take all of the ideas from the book and bring them to life in your year this year in a practical way.

So I hope this can be both a co pilot for anyone who's looking for love, but also help people to find more peace and more confidence and more happiness today. Because life is too short to defer those things to a time when you have that person in front of you.

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